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Starting Over
Laura Rittenhouse
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Though she doesn’t understand exactly why, Maria isn’t content with her lot. The prospect of exchanging dependence on her family for dependence on a husband doesn’t sit well with this young woman growing up in late 19th Century Germany. Three generations later, on the other side of the Atlantic, Eva struggles with a similar restlessness; she’s generally happy but never quite satisfied.

This book follows Maria and her great-granddaughter Eva as they face surprisingly similar choices in dramatically different decades: how to keep a roof over your head, when to abandon independence and commit to a lover, where to draw a line in the sand. The choices they make take them to new countries, open them up to heartache and leave them wondering what is enough.

She took the knocker in her hand and knocked twice, then counted up to ten while she waited for the door to be answered. The door swung open to reveal Johannes the butler. She’d met him at the interview, but they hadn’t had a conversation yet. The serious expression he wore was undoubtedly a job requirement and not necessarily a reflection of his temperament. Once they got to know each other, as they were sure to do since they would be working so closely together, she sensed they’d grow close. She looked forward to having a new big brother.

“Why have you come to this door?” Johannes scowled at Maria like she was a stray dog begging on the porch. “The servants use the back door. I’ll let you in here this once, but you must use the back lane in the future.” With that greeting, he stepped back, she stepped in, he shut the door and walked away.

Maria shuffled behind the butler trying to not make a sound in this, her new and suddenly uninviting home. So much for the welcoming flowers and front fence she’d grow to love. Not to mention her plans for turning Johannes into a big brother.

As he pushed open a heavy wooden door at the back of the house which clearly separated the living area from the kitchen, Johannes curtly announced, “Here she is. Please make sure she learns the rules of the house. I found her lurking on the front porch.”

The cook barely acknowledged Johannes’ presence and he walked out with no civilities exchanged.

“Right then.” The cook looked up, brushing off her hands as soon as the butler was out of sight and earshot. “We’ll have to get you settled, won’t we. I’m Gerta and I know you’re Maria unless that oaf has kidnapped some poor waif off the street.”

It was hard not to giggle, but with Johannes’ scowl so fresh in her mind Maria managed. “Yes ma’am.” She curtsied and continued, “I’m Maria and today is my first day in Service in this home.”

“Gerta is good enough for me. You’ll be ma’amed out, what with the Mistress and the little Ingrid expecting such treatment. I’m the cook here, and you and I will spend many an hour together. I think Gerta and Maria will serve us well enough.” Gerta crossed her big, beefy arms across her chest in a challenge. “If you require more formality you’d better speak up now so that we get things started on the right foot.”

“No. Gerta and Maria are fine with me. In my family we aren’t as formal as some, so I’m comfortable with using first names.” Maria smiled to make sure Gerta knew she was friendly.

“That’s good. It sometimes can be a problem for new girls who have been raised right proper and can’t get the hang of working for a living. They try to cling to their customs and remind us of their status.” Gerta went back to chopping up turnips. “I understand you’re one of the lucky ones that doesn’t need this job and only is dabbling at earning an income.” Gerta may not like standing on formalities, but she seemed to have no problem with class distinctions. This was going to be trickier than Maria had hoped.

“I’m not sure what you’ve heard, but I do need this job. I’ve been living with my sister and her husband on their generosity, and one can’t expect such generosity to last forever. True, I haven’t been thrown out but if I waited till that day, then I’d be in a bad way and I’m smart enough to avoid calamities that can be side-stepped.” Maria felt a twinge of guilt because she knew she gave the impression that her brother-in-law was about to toss her onto the street when she had no real fear of that, but she wanted to start off on the right foot with Gerta and so she was prepared to stretch the truth a bit to do so.

Laura was born in the US and currently lives in Australia with her husband. After almost 30 years in the IT industry, Laura has given up her career and is now focusing on her writing.

ISBN(13-digit): 9781597056311
Copyright: 2009
Book Publisher: Wings ePress
Binding: Perfect
No. of Pages: 453

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