Behind Closed Doors
Collins, Natalie R.
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BOOK SUMMARY
For twenty years, they had been closer than sisters, sharing girlhood secrets, their hopes and dreams for the futureand a soul-searing promise. Melissa was the only one who knew what had really happened to Jannie beyond the sacred walls of the Mormon Temp
BOOK SYNOPSIS
For twenty years, they had been closer than sisters, sharing girlhood secrets, their hopes and dreams for the future--and a soul-searing promise. Melissa was the only one who knew what had really happened to Jannie beyond the sacred walls of the Mormon Temple the night that changed her life forever&.
UNTIL HER BEST FRIEND VANISHED WITHOUT A TRACE.
Now Melissa has gone missing, just days after entrusting Jannie with a mysterious box that someone would kill to possess. And someone has--leaving in their murderous wake an innocent victim and a trail of blood that leads to the heart of Jannie's hidden burden. Desperate to protect her secret, and to find out what has happened to Melissa, Jannie trusts no one. Not the stranger whose piercing green eyes have already seen too much, nor the family and friends whose familiar fold may be shielding a cold-blooded killer who is lurking
BEHIND CLOSED DOORS.
BOOK EXCERPTS
Chapter One Five years later I got the call that changed my life forever around two p.m. on Tuesday, June 28. The coffee I had poured thirty minutes before had gone cold as I stared into my computer screen and talked on the phone, arranging for a restraining order against the husband of one of my repeat clients. Debbie Talon floated in and out of our shelter every several months, convinced her husband, Brandon, was going to kill her. I was convinced, too, but it made no difference. Debbie always returned to him, and they always paid a reunion visit to their bishop, who praised their decision to keep the family unit together. In another couple of months Debbie knocked on our door again, dragging with her a four-year-old son, eight-year-old daughter, and, once, a fetus that didnt live through the night, having been punched and kicked to death while still inside his mothers body. The Salt Lake City Police Department had finally gotten involved after the last one, even though Debbie begged everyone, including me, not to tell them. She loved Brandon. He was her eternal companion. Somehow, her eternal companion convinced them she was clumsy and fell down the stairs. No charges were filed, but they were watching him. Without Debbies testimony, they could do little because there was no proof that anything except a terrible fall had happened. She backed up the clumsy story. They knew what I knew, even though they couldntand some wouldntmove against a fellow priesthood holder without black-and-white proof. Apparently, black-and-blue was not enough. Yesterday, she had shown up with a new complainta multicolored patch on her daughters back. This time, she swore she wouldnt return, wouldnt put up with this, wouldnt even call her bishop. I knew better, but maybe Brandon didnt. So for now, I would try to get her the restraining order, even while knowing it was probably pointless. I arranged the order and wrote down instructions for Debbiewhich she would undoubtedly ignore. After I was done, I picked up the mug and took a sip of tepid coffee and almost spit it back out. Blah. Coffee was evil. I knew that. If anyone from my past lifethe one I led before I first attended a session in the Mormon LDS Templecould have seen me, they would have been shocked. I was not honest with those who knew me from before. It pained me, but it was necessary. I could not handle their pressure. It was just easier to pretend I still believed, that I attended church on a regular basis, that I never drank coffee or alcohol, or even thought about sex. Of course, the last was not true at all. I thought about it all the time. I just wasnt doing it. I stood up to refresh my coffee, the phone rang, and I sighed. Some other disaster, some other abuser, some other horrible omen or event to attend tomaybe even Sunday dinner at my parents house, where I would be grilled endlessly about the singles ward I told them I attended, and about any possible prospects for marriage, andworst of allwhether or not I had considered going on a mission. Since I wasnt married, and showed no signs of ever being so, that was expected of me. It was the fate of all old maids. Next month I would be twenty-six years old. Oh, Jannie, came my mothers voice over the line. Id been right. Somebody give me a quarter and call me Madame Zelda. But I didnt correctly predict what she would say next. Jannie, something terrible has happened. Lissa is missing. Shes been gone half the day. She never showed up for work, and Jannie? Jannie, are you listening? My mother needed constant reinforcement that everyone within miles was attuned to the sound of her voice. The scary part was they usually were. Im listening, Mom. Im just in shock. Melissa, my longtime friend, had been missing for six hours and everyone was getting frantic. Steady, dependable Melissa, who always reined her emotions in, would not just up and disappear. She would never just not show up for work, or fail to call in, so we all knew that something was wrong. Please come, my mother said, her words compact and tight, her unusual brevity a sign that things were horribly out of kilter. I left my desk at the YWCA Womens Shelter, hurried down the long hallway to my bosss office, and popped my head in the door, quickly explaining that I needed to leave, to join the search party combing the canyons behind Michael and Melissas apartment. Millicent Stone, a fifty-year-old former Catholic nun who had saved more women from monsters than any knight in shining armor could ever claim to have done, understood completely. Millie was small of frame and stature, with short, close-cropped gray hair, a heavily lined face, and eyes that expressed more than she could ever say in words. There was usually a touch of sorrow in those eyes. In our line of work, disaster is always little more than a phone call away. Weve learned to adapt. As I drove my Honda Civic toward the Canyon View Stake Center, where the command post for Melissas search had been set up, fear raced through my mind. Surely Melissa had just lost track of time, or thought she had arranged for sick leave because she had a prior engagement. But what if that wasnt the case? What if she had been kidnapped, taken by an unknown assailant for nefarious purposes? Although I knew the odds of that were slim, the case of Elizabeth Smart still loomed in my mind. The obvious suspects are those closest to the victim. Stranger abduction is rare. Look first at the family. These were my mantras, as a domestic abuse counselor. But Michael and Melissa had a strong relationship. She laughed sometimes, and I frowned and fought to keep from speaking my mind, because he always wanted to know where she was, who she was with, what she was doing. He bought her a cell phone and then had to up the minutes because he called her so often they were hit with huge overage charges. Sometimes, when we were together, shed sigh when the phone rang. No one else called her. It was always Michael. But she loved him. And he adored her. I remembered him serenading her, back when we were in high school, singing silly, sappy romantic tunes and then sulking when she laughed at him, even though she did it kindly. They had problems, but who didnt? I couldnt even stay in a relationship for twenty minutes. Michael would never lay a hand on her. So who would hurt Melissa? Was she dead? No, no, dont think that way. No! Shes fine. She just got busy and forgot to go to work, and to call in and tell them, and to . . . Everyone loved her. She was the type of person who really listened, who met new people and immediately knew everything about them, all their secrets spilling out. They walked away, saying, What a nice person, without even realizing they knew absolutely nothing about her. Melissa even knew my secret, one I had shared with no one else. My cell phone rang, and I answered with a quick and breathless hello, praying it was someone calling to tell me that Melissa was fine. Jannie, its Brian. Melissa is missing. Have you seen her? His voice sent a cold chill down my spine, and I felt the fear, the anger, and the claustrophobia return. God help me, I really hated him. It wasnt healthy. I kept my voice calm and modulated. No, Brian, but my mom called me. Im on my way. Good. Michael needs support. Lissas car has been found in the parking lot of the 7-Eleven close to their house. It doesnt look good. I felt as though someone had punched me in the stomach. I didnt want to hear this. Why would she have gone there? I asked, after a moments silence. She went to buy milk. Mike says they were out of it, and she told him she was going to go get some, even woke him up, since he was sleeping. She left, he went back to sleep, and when he woke up again it was ten a.m. He just figured she had let him sleep and gone to work. And you can find out more when you come here. Youre great at supporting your friends. Youve always been good at supporting everyone but me. He disconnected. I guess he hated me, too. Id broken his heart. His lack of spirit and chivalry had broken mine. If only my relationship had been more like the one Mike and Melissa shared. Melissa . . . Flashes of the last time I saw her played through my mind. It had been an odd encounter. Shed shown up at my doorstep around seven-thirty one evening the week before. We hadnt seen each other in months and had only talked on the phone once or twice. So, to open the door and see her standing there was a bit of a shock. Her long brown hair was swept back into a harsh ponytail, and her dark brown eyes seemed deeper set than normal, surrounded by hollows that spoke of sleepless nights and stresses I, in my single and unencumbered state, could not begin to imagine. I knew Michael and Lissa struggled for moneyher job working as a secretary for an insurance company was not terribly high-paying, but shed never gone to college, opting instead to marry young and support Michael while he attended first college and then medical school. Can you keep this for me? she asked, without even a hello. She thrust a medium-sized shoe box toward me, and I reached out and grabbed it, stumbling a bit from the force of her movement. I put my hand on the doorway to steady myself. Geez, Liss, whats up? You dont look great. Why dont you come in and Ill I cant stay. I need to get home. Mike will be home soon for dinner. Just keep it for me, okay? Someplace safe? What is it? She tightened her lips and shook her head twice, standard Melissa posturing for things she did not wish to discuss. I was used to this type of behavior with her. When we were growing up, it had usually signaled one of her mothers bad spells. What that could possibly have to do with the box I held I didnt know, but I knew I wasnt going to get it out of her until she was ready. Eventually, she would tell me. She always did. Okay, its not anything live, is it? I asked jokingly, trying to coax a smile out of her. Something that will smell my place up if I ignore it for too long? She finally smilednot the full, open, wide-mouthed smile she usually displayed and for which she had received one of those silly Senior Spectacular awards at graduationbut a smile, nonetheless. Are you sure you dont want to talk? Not today, she answered. I have to go. Thanks, Jannie. I really appreciate it. And she turned and left. Oh, my God. The box, I said with a gasp, as fear gripped me. Could the box she left with me be connected to this? Her behavior had been strange, her conversation terse, her smile forced. Now she was missing. What, if anything, did the box have to do with it? Instead of heading straight up 400 South in downtown Salt Lake City, I flipped on my blinker and moved over to the right-turn lane and headed south on 700 East. I had a small apartment in Sugar House, and although it seemed a long shot, perhaps I would find the answers to Melissas disappearance there. I had to open that box and find out what was inside it. Copyright © 2007 by Natalie R. Collins. All rights reserved.
BOOK REVIEWS
"Intense, suspenseful&page-turning."--Allison Brennan, author of The Kill "A riveting look at the very heart of contemporary Mormonism."
--Cornelia Read, author of A Field of Darkness
"Dark, powerful&[a] searing tale of one woman's search for justice."
--New York Times bestselling author Lisa Gardner on Wives and Sisters
"An intense, suspenseful, character-driven mystery that I couldn't put down. Collins expertly weaves a journey of self-acceptance with a page-turning mystery&.A gripping story from the chilling opening to the startling conclusion."--Allison Brennan, author of The Kill
"With Behind Closed Doors, Natalie R. Collins doesn't just treat readers to a taut, compelling mystery, she gives us a riveting look at the very heart of contemporary Mormonism. This book is not, however, fired by an apostate's anger, but rather by one pilgrim's bittersweet search for true justice, faith, and community in the wake of her own brutal loss of innocence."--Cornelia Read, author of A Field of Darkness
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MORE BOOK INFO
ISBN: 0312934866
ISBN(13-digit): 9780312934866
Dewey Decimal: 813.6
Library of Congress: oc2007068087
Book Publisher: St Martins Pr
Language: ENG
No. of Pages: 352
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